barefoot

my arms swing freely

open air is all around.

i feel the sunshine inside my bones

and the moment is perfect.

only one thing would make it better...

if i knew you were waiting for me at home

Big city

my nose posted to the airplane window on the way down...i was amazed at the sky line.


three planes, two trains and helpful strangers

i wore my skirt and heels, not anticipating the hike from airport to subway with my suitcase that could fit a small person in it... but i did feel good.

the cab ride was something ill never forget. my phone was dying, i still had the next airport to navigate through, and two trains, and i saw my short life flash before my eyes!  the cabi stopped when he should've gone and gone when the laws of physics said to stop.

on the final train to Trenton i borrowed a strangers phone to text my person meeting me. he rides the train everyday for work into the city. so glamorous

the phone man was flirting with me, but i was so nervous and excited that i didn't blink twice.

when i got off the train, the station was full of touring Asian teens.

i got off a found a bench, and proceed to be enveloped by my nerves. i checked my face and redid my hair.

once i was all ready and fluffed i had nothing to do but stare at my hands and watch every car that pulled up wondering if it was him.

i didn't hear him walk up.  suddenly my eyes were caught and he was right in front of me.

and i was there. even my fingers smiled

my corner window

the moon follows me. everywhere i go, it's the center of attention.

sitting in my most common spot in my home,

it stares back at me with quite defiance.

the moon dares me to not believe in the magic.

in something magic.

tonights sky would fit in a summer night on the lake... 

tonights sky gives me back a piece of the past, and a glimpse to my future.

the moon, it follows me.

and i am thankful for that.

a thousand years

i knew you in another life.... i can feel it when you look in my eyes..

for many lives we've done this. this dance.

shown up for what the other needs to learn.

no one on earth has helped me grow as much as you

and if it wasn't for the gravity defining pull we have, i wouldn't love you this much.

all the hurt, all the hiding, none of it matters. because you are my angel. and i am yours.


this i know. and feel with everything inside me.

"i have died everyday waiting for you, darling don't be afraid, i have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you for a thousand more. All along I believed I would find you, time has brought your heart to me and i have loved you for a thousand years, ill love you for a thousand more."

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