no longer do i get that little flutter of excitement when i think of him.
its been replaced with disgust and the thought "get out of my state you bastard".
maybe this is progress?
I think im a masochist, that has possibly gone numb from the eyes down.
but, hell- at least im not paralyzed with pain anymore.
so im thankful.
depressed by my disenchantment of romance and the world, but thankful
I wish I had started reading your blog earlier so I could have talked to you through this hard time. I think you need to take a trip to the south to come see me. :)
ReplyDeleteliz, thank you love. i appreciate your comments!! i would love to come see you!
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